schizo! schizo!

First before you read my posting here I would like to warn you that this posting is not intended to become a scientific article nor it is taken from scientific journals/articles somewhere in the Web! It's merely a matter of personal opinion. What I am going to write here is about (again) people whom I meet online... and a problem they have called 'schizophrenia'. By definition, schizophrenia is almost similar to MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, to be shortened as schizo. Schizophrenia is the non-technical term of that MPD. Okay, let's go back now to the core!

But before we start rolling, again I have to apologise if this posting will outgrow the initial purpose to become a little defamatory. But this thought really comes from my heart and I would rather be honest to me and to everybody else than becoming a knavish hypocrite! Once we had a sister who always enjoyed coming into a net room and chatting with all of her good friends. Some of her chat-mates had really become close friends, furthersome another sister in the room had become so close-knit. Until then, one day, as she wrote in her blog, she decided not to return to the net room due to certain reasons that I myself personally don't understand! But if she decides to return again in the future she will pick a new ID that would prevent us, our old friends, to recognise her. For me personally this is a bewildering decision! If she decided not to return for good well that happens on million of people in the net! But if she decided to return again in the future why does she have to pick another ID that will disable us to recognise her?? Were we all her worst nightmare in the past? Nah, that does not even appear at the bottom of the list! Or were all of us her sweetest memory that if she has to lose all of us it would hurt her badly?? That is a rubbish sentimentalism!! Something that will not exist in an intelligent sister like her! So what were she up to???

About a couple weeks ago, an ID came up into the room, it was a new ID, and we suspected that the ID is the sister we are talking about! The way she talked and the substance she talked about brought a full set of her characteristics! That we are sure that the new ID belongs to our old 'missing' sister!. But oddly, when she first appeared on the net, she didn't act like the one who was missing her old friends especially her special closest friend whom I know her well too. There are also so many things in question as well, like if she decided to return again why didn't she send a text message to her closest friend to inform that she had returned! Why her willing to mask herself outdid her friendly feelings towards her closest friend and the rest of us?? There are so many whys and of course none of them are supposed to be my business. I just want to expect that nobody will be hurt by all these virtual ties! Wait a minute! I didn't say something negative on virtual ties, of course virtual ties can be very positive in so many ways. But if you were hurt by those virtual ties it is a little bit silly since you have expected more from the one that's beyond your ken!

For me, enjoying chatting and sharing stories online is more than enough in my virtual socializing! Inshallah I don't need anything more than that since I was long warned that strange personalities always appear in the net. And that schizophrenic people appear most often, they are waiting for us to charm us while the truth could be far otherwise! To know personally about someone through an online room is a good start! It is only a good start! But to know the complete picture of him/her you'll need more than just a set of PC and an Internet account! That's all for now. Wassalamu alaikum wr wb.