I'm thinking to myself, what kinda blog will it be?

Since I started this blog off, I have been trying to compare what I have written and what I am writing with the peers of others'. This is for me very necessary since my blog will be viewed and reviewed by others especially by my bros and sisters in Islam! So, since the day one of this blog I have been trying to adjust what I am going to write to suit their taste and their determination. And there, I jumped from one blog to another to read between the lines what they like to read. So after visiting many blogs of my fellow bros and sisters, I have a conclusion what they like to read from someone's blog!

In general, all of my blogs I had looked around are very very beautiful and enlightening and soon I began to think to myself: "I should build one like these blogs" firmly and determinately! Soon after, I began to write an article for the blog, and for the first ten sentences it seemed that I found nothing that got in the way. But as the writing rolled on and went beyond the tenth sentence I began to meet a huge stumbling block that prevented me from writing any further. My mind was blank and I felt like a toddler who has to write his first letter! So I didn't know where to go from there. Fortunately apart from the blogging matters, I could still think clearly and rationally so I started to collect my mind, breathed deeply, and eventually thought what had gone wrong with the first ideas I had found earlier. Where were they gone? As I began to successfully relax myself and gained a full control over my mind, I realised why I couldn't carry on with the previous ideas, and why I couldn't start it from their (my bros' and sisters') blogs. Soon afterwards I began to make a list of the whys, do you want to know? Here they are:

1. My faith and my knowledge in Islam is not very good. That's why I think I cannot write something that's very Islamic, unlike the other blogs I had seen.
2. Though I agree that unoriginal postings can be very beautiful and very informative, I personally don't like to write a prefabricated article. If I have to write a prefabricated article inshallah I will try to write it by my own efforts and by my own words, not just simply applying a copy-and-paste stuff in my article! Well, don't take me wrong, it means, I mean, it MEANS that I just don't like to write a prefabricated article, and it doesn't mean that I dislike to read copy-and-paste articles! Yes, I still like to read ready-made articles posted by my bros and sisters somewhere!
3. I am always to be honest to everyone especially to myself even in this virtual world! That's why sometimes I would raise some unusual topics! If you had read my previous articles you would see some of them bring in odd topics! Even in some of articles I didn't hesitate to include 'improper' materials and phrases such as, same-sex love, fornication, etc. in a straight-ahead manner!

Given the points above, to all of my dear sisters and brothers, I would like to apologise if you found something ugly or offensive in my articles, and I can understand if you consider those articles not worth viewing. Again, I would like to be honest to you, I need more criticism to improve my writing in the future. For me, personally and honestly, harsh (but intelligent) criticisms are more welcomed than just phoney compliments! Ok? hehehehe ;))

Wassalamu alaikum wr wb